You...Me...and the Blue Rose

Roses, when it is blue
So rare, so beautiful
Yet thorns still hide from within
Like it's not easy to hold...


Oh, the feeling is mutual
So real, so intimate,
And everytime you touch,
as I close my eyes
I can only wish forever

Barely a week since we met
Yet it seems we've known
each other for so long
For a cup of coffee, and
a slice of cheesecake
A time when we felt for each other

Every moment of time spent with you
Happiness seem to be endless
We joke around, we laugh, we make memories
A treasure to keep in our hearts

Romancin' on a cozy night
When all you can see is the shadow
of a candlelight burning
And if love can only speak for itself
I know, it's so beautiful, a feeling that we feel

T'was a lovely story we can write about
On a wintertime, the 5th of December
Like a rose that is blue, it's always wonderful to know,
That there is you and me.

cheesecakes and everything....

never impossible
love is a thief
somewhere..somehow..
when i seem to be at a lost

not knowing..
never wanting...
but along the way,
he came into your life.

funny...crazy..
then i realize,
it's beautiful.
and it's love.

i'll just be around...
i'll always be around...
and if i die...
i want to die in your arms...

The SUNSET

On a windy afternoon,
Sitting just along the seawall,
It’s an orange hours once again,
As I call my surroundings that way .

Yet, it’s so natural.
So warm and tender.
Such a beautiful scene
The way the sun sets.

You can see how it moves slowly
Til it touches the horizon.
Suddenly, from this full rounded thing
It drops to a half concave,
And you realize, it’s gone.
Darkness suddenly covers everything.

What a wonderful scene.
When life is like a sunset.
When you say hello, and goodbye…
And hello again…
Because it’s the way it is.

funny..i remember when i told the whole world...i am so much in love with love...and then, i ask....please dont bug on me..dont mess up with me, ...especially when i am in love.
now here i am, so lonely...so damn lonely. i feel so mess up. im still in love...and he loves me so much. no doubt about it. but now, i feel like i want to get away from this. why? because i feel like i dont deserve this at all. or maybe, i deserve it.. but people kinda dislike the idea. now i feel like....again...a part of me is dying...

how i wish to die..yet it's not time for me....and when time comes..and i think otherwise...hay naku..i just really needed to be ready anytime... the very moment i wake up in a day...whatever is in store for me...whatever...however...sad...sad...sad....all i want is to be happy...and make others happy...simple...yet complicated....haaayyyyssss....

When Love Is Gone

behind those smile
a lonely eyes...
in my heart,
the pain still prick

its been a long long while,
years have passed,
suddenly in my mind, i remember,
the love that's so true.

but softly as i heard the song,
of promises to love forever...
reality speaks in my heart,
that he is gone forever.

yet, this love keeps coming back to me
my heart says i still feel the same
i want to keep this love in my heart
even if the shadow of pain remains...