how lucky i am to have you...

The Day A Part of Me Died....

A love story to tell a thousand times
To wake up in a lazy morning
Giving a sigh as you watch your beloved
Beside you on a soft comfortable mattress

And I know I am with the man of my dream
And so, I am in love with the guy I slept with
So much to wish there is never an ending
And then I realize how beautiful love is
When he said, love is you and me

The love story I call it
Everything I know and believe
It was the character I dream about
The feeling I've never felt before

And then suddenly, I know what to do
To close my eyes and empty my mind
In my heart and in my soul,
His name is all that I can remember

The warm embrace, the kiss of the night
To feel him in me, the moment of my life
"I love you" is all I can hear from him
The last I know, he is gone forever

T'was the day a part of me died...

April 15, 2004

When Am I Gonna Stop?

When am i gonna stop feeling this way
Thinking of you in a crazy night
Reminiscing those days you were mine
The happy moments of the love that we had
And the sadness when we cry together

Until when am i gonna stop loving you?
Last night, I cried so hard
It's been a long while
Just when i thought time heals all wounds
But why is this happening to me?

After all this time, Love is still there
And I know deep inside I still love you
Again, I ask myself
Until when am I gonna stop loving you

You don't deserve me
Maybe I don't deserve you too
We don't click to each other
I guess, we're not meant to be

The love affair that we had,
Then came to an end
And if it ended so badly,
In my heart, a memory

The love story to tell,
Now, it has come to an end
I have to stop loving you from now on
And the love to die a thousand times
To go a hundred miles

And if I ask again
When am I gonna stop loving you
Only time can tell, if I may say
Because in my heart right now
I still want to continue loving you

February 10,2007

what we want to have...

If you want to have what you've never had,
Then you must do what you've never done.
Coz if you only do what you've always been doing,
You will only have what you've always been having.

Some People...

Some people tend to live in fantasy
Happy as they are, like kings and queens.
In a castle full of fairies, and then, they are lost
Forgetting to come back to reality...

Some people tend to play their games
Tokens and chips, they shuffle their cards.
So engross in winning their hearts and diamonds
Suddenly, the realization at the losing end...

Some people are just too good to be true,
Aiming to gain friends, so they say.
The intellect in them, the humility to be who they are
And then, they break into laughter...

Some people tend to know very well.
To give credit to others, and discredit them too.
To brag about things in life
Suddenly, he is out of nowhere...

But some people only want to share their feelings
And to share their life's ups and downs,
To people who is worth becoming a friend,
To learn from them too is worth the time spent...

And so, hours spending to something or someone,
Whatever you gain or lose,
To just be yourself, to just be who you are,
It's all that matters anyway...

After all, life is what you make it. :)

March 31, 2007

LIKE A TULIPS IN A MORNING BREEZE

You came back to me
And I don't know what to say or do
I thought I will cry forever
But you wiped my tears away.

The long moment of silence
That loneliest of the night
The tic of the clock is so deafening
Suddenly, you said to me, "It's you that I love"

How I wish you're out of my life.
To believe you is next to impossible
After all that shattered time, those painful moment
My world was shaken suddenly

But I heard you say again,
"I chose you because I love you"
Days had passed, and you never stop from then on
I can't help but feel the sincerity in your heart.

To see your lonely eyes begging for another chance
Then my heart could no longer hide the feeling
I know deep inside me, I still love you
You offered me now, not a promise
But a commitment to love me forever

Now I am crying again
But you didn't wipe my tears anymore
Yes, because you chose to stay by my side
And we know, we are back as one.

In my heart, in my soul, I know,
We are soulmates, just as we've always been
And like the tulips in a morning breeze,
Let our love bring happiness to each other

For as long as time will allow us...

March 15, 2007

I Gave Him My Car Keys, I found my Soulmate...

Along a narrow road, there I was,
Into my car, I drive so desperately.
So furiously I was so alone,
And my heart is in pain...

Stepping on the gas,
Holding on to that steering wheel
My mind is so empty,
My soul is in searching ...

Then, I stopped for a while.
In that open space of an endless road
My head just dropped off, and burst out all my cries
For all I care... whoever cares...

Then came a man from out of nowhere
He held me back to the other seat
Suddenly, I felt the comfort of his warm embrace
Just as I heard him say, "Sit back and everything will be alright

Later did I realize, I gave him my car keys
He drove me to a place where he thinks, I can find peace
He was there with me, all the time
And all the time, he made me feel secured and safe

It was one beautiful thing that happened to me
Just when I realize I wasn't all alone,
In that very moment of one special occasion, On Valentine's day,
A bunch of lovely tulips he gave me Right then and there,
We both know.. We are soulmates.

February 15, 2007

my first time, my first blog...

So, this is it! I'm here.. and I am just so excited. Don't know much about this thing. But I thought this will help me pour my feelings out... be it happy, or sad, or just simply speaking my mind, my heart, and my soul.

The way a hopeless romantic move mountains,
And as the water that flows from the stream...
Life to me is nothing but full of beautiful things,
And love is where my soul brings me to...

This is my place...
Here I am....
Come on in!