When Love Is Gone

behind those smile
a lonely eyes...
in my heart,
the pain still prick

its been a long long while,
years have passed,
suddenly in my mind, i remember,
the love that's so true.

but softly as i heard the song,
of promises to love forever...
reality speaks in my heart,
that he is gone forever.

yet, this love keeps coming back to me
my heart says i still feel the same
i want to keep this love in my heart
even if the shadow of pain remains...

i love you, mama...

she comforts me
she pampers me
She cares for me
She loves me

she cries when i cry
and laugh when i laugh
she shares with me
things i've never experience in my life

she understand me
when i am being misunderstood
she believes in me
when nobody believe in me


she is there always,
at my darkest hours,
at my loneliest moment,
at those times when i feel so alone

she gives me everything
she does everything for me
she loves me so much
and there is no doubt about it

and if one day,
God will want her to go home,
I will ask the Lord,
"Ako na lang..."

Sassy...

nice name....nice face...

sure thing, behind this name,

someone with a good heart...

with exciting lifestyle...

and full of enjoyment and fun.



someone i can share my feelings,

someone who can listen to my heart,

someone i can relate my life story with....

a friend i think am looking for...



could you be my friend?

HEART CAPTURED...

life was so dull in my past
so dark i couldn't see
it was my dyng moment
love, i thought is gone forever

it took long long years
it's never expected
but then came along
and it's so amazing

crazy, or a lot crazier
but suddenly you came
stange feeling i feel
then there is wanting

you brighten my world
you put rainbow in my heart
you bring me back to life
you are the one

your existence is so true
my heart captured by your smile
and everthing is never been the same again
thank you for loving me this way

what's next?

whatelse do i have to do with my life?"
this line struck my mind last night
and then, i remember one more
just another song that hit my heart...
"Do you know where you're going to?"

the lyrics call for an answer
somehow, in between the lines,
i suddenly ask myself
what am i doing?

truly so many things slip my hands
good things, nice dreams
plans that never materialize
goals that have not pushed through
So where do i go now?

where did i go wrong?
what have i done?
if i have to go over and over my life again,
i guess, it all falls down to two words
I fail....

Let Me Hear the Song Again...

"Looking Through the Eyes of Love"
This song from way back when..
This song I always love to hear
Song that make me quiver..if not shiver

But this song, it makes my heart melt
And makes me smile, too, cry at times
Reminisces my life story
Dream dreams that spells out love and happiness

I will always remember the song
This song that have lived with me
For the longest time of my life
That made memories I can treasure

every lyrics, every melody,
I will carry it in my mind,
in my heart and in my soul
...forever.

And I want to hear this song again,
on the day I will die.

at the beach

and if i feel like i am tired
and need to unwind,
i can only go to the beach
in a late afternoon to watch the sunset.
and then i empty my mind..

suddenly, i feel so relax
just hearing the sound of the waves
that splash out to the seaside...

and then suddenly,
the rays of the sun that touches the ocean ...
so beautiful that you can just see
the silence of the water from afar,...

with the small waves that dances...
with the whole surroundings
that turns into orange color.....
and the horizon....

this is my life...
so boring...
so lonely....
so dull...

but i'm ok...
i will be ok...

I'D RATHER BE...

it wasn't easy being alone...
but many tmes, i thought,
i'd rather be...
if only to find myself...
if only to realize things...
and know the difference..

although i don't say
i don't need someone...
of course, i do need it...
a friend, whatever you call it...

just like i always dream about...
someone to listen to my heart...
to laugh with...to cry with...to just be with....

simple living is all i want...
but life has its ups and downs,
and you can't help, if not,
run away from the complications
that life brings me...

it's alright...i'm still alive...
survival is the word....
and it's what, i guess,
am suppose to do...
to survive every single day that comes...
no matter what...

A TIME FOR US...REASON TO BELIEVE

there' s always time for everything..
time for the sun to shine
for the moon to hide
for the rain to shower

It's just nice what time has given us..
from out of nowhere,
there is the road for us
lead us to a meeting place
and discover each other

such a beautiful moment of time
time to share each other's love
time to share each other's laughter
time to share each other's intimacy

indeed, there's always time for everything
and every little things that happen,
there is always a reason
and reason to believe

to believe how much we love each other
how much we care for each other
how much we always want to just be with each other
and believe how much we are meant for each other

i guess, it is what time is for us...
and reason to believe...

life is beautiful....even more

to share my dreams...

to be with someone...

whom i can just walk along the beach,

or sit down along the shore

and just watch the sunset...


have a cup of coffee together,

in a winter breeze...

or maybe, lie down on a sandy island

see the stars twinkle in the night...

share each other's laughter,

listen to each other's whispering hearts...


that is how i see life to be beautiful....

with all the dash of love and romance...

and just let that wonderful feelings flow

in each other's warm hearts,

like it's just the two of us

in this world God has created....