funny..i remember when i told the whole world...i am so much in love with love...and then, i ask....please dont bug on me..dont mess up with me, ...especially when i am in love.
now here i am, so lonely...so damn lonely. i feel so mess up. im still in love...and he loves me so much. no doubt about it. but now, i feel like i want to get away from this. why? because i feel like i dont deserve this at all. or maybe, i deserve it.. but people kinda dislike the idea. now i feel like....again...a part of me is dying...